Just gonna wing it

My Africa final is today at 12.  I have not studied.  Well I've studied some.  But not like I should have.  I could be an A student if I tried hard.  Instead I'm smart enough to get B's with some A's and be happy.  Oh well. I hate this class anyway.  I hate stupid people in the class and I hate this stupid class.  I learned hardly nothing because it was taught so badly.  I did come to enjoy my TA though, even if she did try to mother us.

Game Boy Song

I like nerdy songs.

Worst Grade Ever...

So I got my Africa 277 paper back.  I knew it was going to be bad.  I thought I had failed.  But instead I did just better than failing.  Well that's not true.  I got a BC (a very low BC).  I hate myself for not doing better.  Hopefully I can meet with my TA and discuss it with her.  And maybe... just maybe, sneak out a B or close to an AB.  Except it's finals week so I really don't have time to rewrite this paper on top of writing two others.

Sigh.  I hate school.

"I'm such a good wife..."

"I'm the best wife ever! allowing the husband to buy a new tv :)"


This is a facebook status of a girl who I went to h.s. with who recently got married.  


It angers me for several reasons but most specifically because I feel that a relationship is a partnership.  It is not about having control over different aspects of that relationship.  You should discuss and come to agreement.  


Maybe a better status could be "My husband and I decided to buy a new TV for our home!" 


It's two people in a relationship equally together.  There shouldn't be a power balance.  Now certain things are regulated in relationships (i.e. Pat does the dishes when I do the cooking) but any large decisions about our lives are usually spent in discussion and we come to an agreement about how to move forward. We don't share money at the moment but things for the house are bought together.  Like the Desk.  We each shared the cost and came to an agreement about what kind/what should be included.  


I did not "Let" him get a desk.  Nor has he ever "let" me do anything.  

Sometimes

Sometimes it's very frustrating to be in a relationship.  We both are stressed and busy.  On top of that we haven't actually gotten to see each other for several weeks now.  And we won't for another couple of weeks because I have finals and then I have a horse show and then to top all of that off he's leaving to be apart of a drum corp staff for the summer. Awesome.  Sometimes I wonder why life decides to be so cruel.

Summer

Dear School,

I love learning and every year I am very excited to start my classes and learn something new and read things I have not read yet.  Except every year you disappoint me.  It is not about knowledge.  It is about grades.  I hate you for that.  I'm stressed, I have twenty bazillion things to do, and I can't just enjoy learning.  I have to worry about writing and reading with my teachers and TAs in mind in order to get the grades.

This is why you suck.  Please stop.  Thanks. 

Until next finals,
Jessica

Mario Kart Love Song

I love love love this song




lyrics:

V1:
You be my princess
I'll be your toad
I'll follow behind you
on rainbow road
Protect you from red shells
wherever we go
I promise.

V2:
Noone will touch us
if we pick up a star
If you spin out
you can ride in my car
When we slide together
we generate sparks
in our wheels and our hearts

Chorus:
The finish line
is just around the bend
I'll pause this game
so our love will never end
Let's go again

V3:
The blue shell is coming
so I'll go ahead
If you hang behind
it'll hit me instead
but never look back
cause I'm down but not dead
I'll catch up to you

Bridge:
Don't worry about
Bowser or DK
Eat this glowing mushroom
and they'll all fade away

Chorusx2

to the mushroom cup
and the flower cup
and the star cup
and the reverse cup

walalalalala
walalalalalawaluigiiiiii